Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Just a moment to rant!

So as you read this you will ask yourself "what the heck is she talking about?!" But I'll leave it to your imagination cause this post is mainly for me to get this off my chest!

Life can be just rolling along and then out of no where, although you think you didn't have expectations about the certain thing that was starting to bloom so to speak.....BAM! when it goes south it makes you question if you were putting to much thought and care into it! WHY, do things like this happen....I didn't care in the first place but now that it isn't all peaches and cream you start to question if you got your hopes up to much! Thats the worst part of this beautiful life we live, why can't the seemingly good things we have work out? I keep telling myself that this said situation isn't officially over with, and that I really didn't do anything to mess it up, but this is a hard perspective to keep somedays. So if there is any good karma I have coming my way it would be great if it could intervein in this issue or else let me know for sure that it ain't gonna happen. The worst part is being left waiting and hoping.
Thanks Karma/ the rant police for letting me rant :)
Your's truly, Me!

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Hello World!!

Well its been awhile since I have put some thoughts into my blog. Where to start......well the olympics pretty much took over my month of february! What a bunch of crazy fun, loved it! School is the same and work is the same....these things never seem to change. I have spent a lot of the new year focusing on me and what makes me happy and what I can do to be happier with myself. May sound incredibly self centered but what I mean is I am taking time to listen to what I really want instead of always being worried about what others want and are thinking. I have really been working out lots and eating really well so I can reach my goal in weight loss, my first goal was reached about 2 weeks ago....and now I just need to keep on going! I can't believe March has already come apon us......some exciting things are coming up in the next few months, in April my sister will be delivering a new baby girl and then my little sister is graduating in June and then we have a slew of family birthdays in the summer months. Life has took some interesting and positive turns this year and I am holding on to the hope that things will continue to turn positively.
Heres one of my favourite quotes today : " You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consist of. You will never live if your looking for the meaning of life