Disapointments suck!

Well I went for my roadtest today, and I was feeling pretty confident. I had a lot more practice since my first time, when I didn't get a lot of practice before taking it and it was kinda a hasty decision to make the appointment to take it anyways. So this time I had a lot more practice, was able to drive more and felt very confident. I checked in for my exam and was still feeling oh k a little nervous, I was hoping I would get a guy, and I did I got the very nice guy who took all my information when I checked in. That was a huge relief, and he was a super nice guy. I had all these thoughts running through my head, like I would be able to go here and there this weekend, when I got it and so on. And even throughout the test I felt good, I felt like I was being cautious and safe and doing all the right manouvers. But when it was over he told me that I had failed and then continued to tell me why and such, now I did a lot better than the first time. So there are jsut a few things I need to work on and he said I would be good to go again in 14 day! I was very level headed and calm at that time when he was telling me all this, but as soon as my mom came into the car, I lost it......I cried for a good 20 minutes yelled a bit and then I just got pissed off, because they make you pay all this money before the test and then when you fail it seems like such a huge waist of money! I hate when the instructors say things like, " don't get discouraged" I always feel like screaming at them and telling them," how can I not get discouraged when all these stupid drivers are out there getting into accidents and such....and you gave them their license but yet someone who drives carefully etc.....has such a hard time getting it." Not very rational thinking happens when your in the heat of the moment, so i'm glad I didn't say it :) But none the less, its very annoying and I hate when you work yourself up for something, go into it not knowing what to expect and then getting a bad result.......VERY ANNOYING! Well I hope you bared with me through my ranting, now I'm gonna go out with some girl-friends and forget about this test and be positive for the next one :) I THINK I CAN ,I THINK I CAN!!!! :)
Next up a fun filled weekend with my sister Mary, hanging out in her new place, consuming mass amounts of WINE ! lol